im so gone

i day dream waaaay too much some times but i think thats whats interesting about me

I cant see whats around me
cant look pass the rain,
they took away my sunny days
and lost my mind in a drain.
i cant hear,
my thoughts play to loud in
my head, that i cant take in
the noise thats near.
i cant feel,
my body is slowly numbs
as the weather gives me a chill.

my prayers

now i lay me down to sleep,
i wonder is my life for keep
and if i die before i wake,
i'll make sure they hear me say
please dont close the gate.

Dear poetry

its been awhile..,
since we talked
talking to you sometimes can make me smile.
it seems you've never left me
as it seems you went everywhere
i would go'
you never abandon me poetry
and never will.. for this i know.
i could tell you about anything
in the message was kept to an hold,
unless i felt i had something to share
my words that where written in bold
titled "poetry".

its been awhile

i havent posted anything in awhile i moved to washington state it rains alot but i love it. theirs always a rainbow somewhere after the storm.

the body haves it fuctions

four scenes that we have
we use it to be alert'
the heart was for storage
that was placed under our shirts
the mouth was the gun of words
the eyes was the aim,
the mind was the jungle gym
where people played games.
the hands for murder and theft,
the reckless right
and the devils left.
the feet were full of lies
that ran away from the the
truth,
and lives in the city
with a topless roof
just look deep in the shadows
ready to watch you fall and give it all
then you will see... then you will see..
the proof....
hes out there

Haiku 2: my future

If i look into...

Rearview mirrors, then for my

Future will be recked.....

Location : 9701-9711 E w T Harris Blvd, Charlotte, NC 28227,

My first haiku

This is my first haiku i never wrote one before i never really knew exactly what it was until i saww this simpsons episode

I dont have a name for it

If you leave me now.....

Ill have to depend on love....

To track down your heart.....



Location : 7249 Fox Hunt Rd, Charlotte, NC 28212,

holding back

holding on to feelings
and never letting go,
holding back the feelings
and never letting them show.

trying to fight hard times
and hold my head up,
trying to bite my tongue
at times when I'm fed up.

soon the tongue will begin
to bleed and my heart will
begin to ache,
the clouds will overfill
and thunder will make the earth shake.

i seem to be holding back...
for what reason?...
.....i don't know,
instead of holding back
i should be letting things go.

Enigma

i cant count the puzzle pieces
but if you must, multiply 365 days
by 20 years,
add 12 months, and a gallon of tears
to try to gather the gist of the puzzle...
no, not even
the looks of the puzzle
can come to be deceiving

for you can't gather
all the pieces of the puzzle
to make a perfect picture
for that will desecrate
what i am, an enigma
thats what makes me great..
you can gather pieces put you can never
find them all....
but you still continue too look,
good luck with that

Im too young too sleep

insomnia,
nope...
too young too say goodnight,
too restless in the day.
too anxious for the night,
so i only stay awake.
"see you tomorrow"
but I'm viewing you today,
theirs a time when their is
no tomorrow so don't throw away today.
im dreaming in day-dreams
and not at all...
asleep
young and restless and not
ready to fall...
asleep

but now im feeling tired
too young too be old,
time will soon expire
and my eyes will slowly fold.

I'm starting to feel tired
I'm needing somewhere to lay my head
todays starting to expire
I'm needing a pillow I'm needing a bed

I'm giving up what i have
and saying "see you tomorrow",
hating to let the day pass,
today will become tomorrow,
know matter how fast,
but today always follows

Drowning

doubt is my struggle
it places me at sea,
i try to stay a float,
but my hearts pains too heavy.
my heart wont let me float
and doubt wants me to sink
i cant find faiths life-boat,
moving in a frantic
i cant seem to think.

i could drown now
and give it all to the sea,
are i could somehow
find confidence to set my heart free....
...from doubt

REFLECTION

Ive found my greatest opponent,
but i cant beat him
and i still continue to fight him
he knows my every move, my every
thought.

we circle each other, like cats in an alley
after sun down where equally matched.
how can i defeat him when i cant gain victory,
i hate the man in front of me,
but i love him at the same time.

he makes me who i am
he shames me at the same time
he's my only father, my teacher who's
cut my childhood short.
he's the reason why i think the way i think
and feel the way i feel
he does not know much about me
i do not know much about him
where enigmas,
which leaves our minds disconcerted

but he troubles me more than anyone
he doesn't have the answer to my depression.
i wish death upon the man in front of me
he's no enemy to me he's closer then that
so why death?
i think about his death but i respect him too
much,
i mean him know harm just a ease of pain

but if i could kill the man in front of me
to take away his misery
we can not make each other happy,
to kill others is genocide,
but to kill him is only suicide

Living for today

this is one of my first poems I ever written I have know idea why it sticks to me so well but it does

living for today not for
tomorrow,
for tomorrow is just a day
away,
no thoughts for tomorrow,
only living for today.

as I dream of yesterday,
as I'm sleeping for today,
which brings me closer to tomorrow,
for tomorrow is today.

pen bleed

i let my pen leak
which means my pen bleeds
that let my soul bleed,
on the white sheet.

the sheet was my cotton,
what ever blood i dripped
was gotten.

so i continued to let
my pen bleed, till the cotton
turned black
when it was full
i turned it on its back....
....and continued to bleed again

WHY

i tried to run from why
with shoes named "because"
i ran for the end of the corner of excuses lane
and their why was.

i ran down "because" souls and
was running out of breath,
almost at the end of the street and i have no excuses left.

i cant seem to make it
as i get to the procrastination intersection,
when i realize the only way to get rid of why
was to answer the question

Falling

in my mind i use to sit on top of the world
where i was able to clear my mind,
where i was set free from everything
and i was able to unwind...
somehow pushed by an inevitable force
forever falling through the empty
universe without the outside force of the ground,
I'm falling through space as my own life is
coming down...
I'm slipping away from everything,the
world is fading out of a distance,
i dare not to yell or call for help
for no one will listen....
I'm just left falling.

Take my right arm

take my hand....
...better yet take my right arm,
to hold you and provide you with security
and keep you from harm.
displayed with stars ill put one in my hand
and hold it to your heart,
to let you know your my universe and
we'll never be apart.
nothing will ever separate us
and ill remember to put you first,
all the stars in the world are nothing without
the universe...wishing you would come back to me