"to be"

to love or not to love
if i say I'm in love with you
I'm loving no one else
but if i don't love i cant seem to love my self

to hate or not to hate
if i hate i make enemies,
and if i don't i could make friends.
love is the cure and revenge is the remedy,
good things never last they always seem to end.

to be smart is to be highly thought of
because geniuses are worth remembering
to be dum is not to be thought of
because they cant even remember anything
to be scared and passive is allowing
others to knock you down,
to be courageous is to be
confident is to stand tall,
and standing your ground.
to be false is to be a liar
to be real it, must have proof,
but whats hot isn't always fire.
to have comfort is to be sheltered,
and it doesn't have to have a roof.

to be with someone
is to have a relationship
to be by yourself is to be lonely
to be truthful is to be real
to be fake is to be foney

for me to pretend to be someone else
doesn't fit the role of me
i may want to be many things,
but i can only be me.

my progress

I was once crawling'
poisoned by heart break
my hearts too heavy to balance
my legs cant seem to take
the pain,
stuck in agony
wishing some one could
help me

a little faith came along
and told me to be Strong,
my bodies gaining strength
I'm able to move on

now I'm running
speeding on two feet
without a steady pace
no object can stop me
wearing shoes of faith
I'm slowly taking lift
and preparing for flight
and soon ill be flying
chasing my dreams
right their in the clouds...(at least it thought i was to be continued...)

reconstruction

if i was to ever rebuild myself it would have to be like this
id take my heart out of my chest
and put it on my sleeve,
right where it needs to be.
id take my emotions and throw them in
a river far from me.
id rebuild walls around my mind
that hangs a sign that says "close".
the temperature would dropped in my heart,
so id gather more clothes.
id take a long piss to dehydrate
that left my body dry.
my eyes don't seem to water
and i can no longer seem to cry
ill tie my my hands behind me, so
i can no longer feel.
watch the world outside my window,
and only watch whats real.

no longer reaching for my dreams
and distracted by my thoughts and
acting on my emotions....i can never become
the blueprint of the idea i can only make adjustments we cant change who we are
we just change what we do.

my shadow

you grow when we become distance
you hide yourself in the dark
but you never leave my side
your the outline of me with a dark center
that shows no emotion
and out of everything that i go through,
when life against the wall and
bounces off and as i begin to fall
i notice you coming to my rescue
trying to catch me for
when i fall, its you who i always land on

im so gone

i day dream waaaay too much some times but i think thats whats interesting about me

I cant see whats around me
cant look pass the rain,
they took away my sunny days
and lost my mind in a drain.
i cant hear,
my thoughts play to loud in
my head, that i cant take in
the noise thats near.
i cant feel,
my body is slowly numbs
as the weather gives me a chill.

my prayers

now i lay me down to sleep,
i wonder is my life for keep
and if i die before i wake,
i'll make sure they hear me say
please dont close the gate.

Dear poetry

its been awhile..,
since we talked
talking to you sometimes can make me smile.
it seems you've never left me
as it seems you went everywhere
i would go'
you never abandon me poetry
and never will.. for this i know.
i could tell you about anything
in the message was kept to an hold,
unless i felt i had something to share
my words that where written in bold
titled "poetry".

its been awhile

i havent posted anything in awhile i moved to washington state it rains alot but i love it. theirs always a rainbow somewhere after the storm.

the body haves it fuctions

four scenes that we have
we use it to be alert'
the heart was for storage
that was placed under our shirts
the mouth was the gun of words
the eyes was the aim,
the mind was the jungle gym
where people played games.
the hands for murder and theft,
the reckless right
and the devils left.
the feet were full of lies
that ran away from the the
truth,
and lives in the city
with a topless roof
just look deep in the shadows
ready to watch you fall and give it all
then you will see... then you will see..
the proof....
hes out there

Haiku 2: my future

If i look into...

Rearview mirrors, then for my

Future will be recked.....

Location : 9701-9711 E w T Harris Blvd, Charlotte, NC 28227,

My first haiku

This is my first haiku i never wrote one before i never really knew exactly what it was until i saww this simpsons episode

I dont have a name for it

If you leave me now.....

Ill have to depend on love....

To track down your heart.....



Location : 7249 Fox Hunt Rd, Charlotte, NC 28212,

holding back

holding on to feelings
and never letting go,
holding back the feelings
and never letting them show.

trying to fight hard times
and hold my head up,
trying to bite my tongue
at times when I'm fed up.

soon the tongue will begin
to bleed and my heart will
begin to ache,
the clouds will overfill
and thunder will make the earth shake.

i seem to be holding back...
for what reason?...
.....i don't know,
instead of holding back
i should be letting things go.

Enigma

i cant count the puzzle pieces
but if you must, multiply 365 days
by 20 years,
add 12 months, and a gallon of tears
to try to gather the gist of the puzzle...
no, not even
the looks of the puzzle
can come to be deceiving

for you can't gather
all the pieces of the puzzle
to make a perfect picture
for that will desecrate
what i am, an enigma
thats what makes me great..
you can gather pieces put you can never
find them all....
but you still continue too look,
good luck with that

Im too young too sleep

insomnia,
nope...
too young too say goodnight,
too restless in the day.
too anxious for the night,
so i only stay awake.
"see you tomorrow"
but I'm viewing you today,
theirs a time when their is
no tomorrow so don't throw away today.
im dreaming in day-dreams
and not at all...
asleep
young and restless and not
ready to fall...
asleep

but now im feeling tired
too young too be old,
time will soon expire
and my eyes will slowly fold.

I'm starting to feel tired
I'm needing somewhere to lay my head
todays starting to expire
I'm needing a pillow I'm needing a bed

I'm giving up what i have
and saying "see you tomorrow",
hating to let the day pass,
today will become tomorrow,
know matter how fast,
but today always follows

Drowning

doubt is my struggle
it places me at sea,
i try to stay a float,
but my hearts pains too heavy.
my heart wont let me float
and doubt wants me to sink
i cant find faiths life-boat,
moving in a frantic
i cant seem to think.

i could drown now
and give it all to the sea,
are i could somehow
find confidence to set my heart free....
...from doubt

REFLECTION

Ive found my greatest opponent,
but i cant beat him
and i still continue to fight him
he knows my every move, my every
thought.

we circle each other, like cats in an alley
after sun down where equally matched.
how can i defeat him when i cant gain victory,
i hate the man in front of me,
but i love him at the same time.

he makes me who i am
he shames me at the same time
he's my only father, my teacher who's
cut my childhood short.
he's the reason why i think the way i think
and feel the way i feel
he does not know much about me
i do not know much about him
where enigmas,
which leaves our minds disconcerted

but he troubles me more than anyone
he doesn't have the answer to my depression.
i wish death upon the man in front of me
he's no enemy to me he's closer then that
so why death?
i think about his death but i respect him too
much,
i mean him know harm just a ease of pain

but if i could kill the man in front of me
to take away his misery
we can not make each other happy,
to kill others is genocide,
but to kill him is only suicide

Living for today

this is one of my first poems I ever written I have know idea why it sticks to me so well but it does

living for today not for
tomorrow,
for tomorrow is just a day
away,
no thoughts for tomorrow,
only living for today.

as I dream of yesterday,
as I'm sleeping for today,
which brings me closer to tomorrow,
for tomorrow is today.

pen bleed

i let my pen leak
which means my pen bleeds
that let my soul bleed,
on the white sheet.

the sheet was my cotton,
what ever blood i dripped
was gotten.

so i continued to let
my pen bleed, till the cotton
turned black
when it was full
i turned it on its back....
....and continued to bleed again

WHY

i tried to run from why
with shoes named "because"
i ran for the end of the corner of excuses lane
and their why was.

i ran down "because" souls and
was running out of breath,
almost at the end of the street and i have no excuses left.

i cant seem to make it
as i get to the procrastination intersection,
when i realize the only way to get rid of why
was to answer the question

Falling

in my mind i use to sit on top of the world
where i was able to clear my mind,
where i was set free from everything
and i was able to unwind...
somehow pushed by an inevitable force
forever falling through the empty
universe without the outside force of the ground,
I'm falling through space as my own life is
coming down...
I'm slipping away from everything,the
world is fading out of a distance,
i dare not to yell or call for help
for no one will listen....
I'm just left falling.

Take my right arm

take my hand....
...better yet take my right arm,
to hold you and provide you with security
and keep you from harm.
displayed with stars ill put one in my hand
and hold it to your heart,
to let you know your my universe and
we'll never be apart.
nothing will ever separate us
and ill remember to put you first,
all the stars in the world are nothing without
the universe...wishing you would come back to me

my stars

i have this tattoo on my right arm
at the top of my arm i have a tattoo scripture that says
"dreaming is the only thing that keeps
me away from reality...
which keeps me happy
because it seems that
i live inside my dreams..."

at my wrist it says "...please don't wake me"
it's full of stars mostly its one of my favorite tattoos besides
the Donald duck tattoo that's scared.
but i still love it,"big Donald duck fan"

but sometimes i feel that i could be the only disturbance in my
dreams i have to learn how to have faith in myself and that doubt causes me to
lose a lot a things in life. its a big killer

time

Good news you have an unlimited supply of time
and its endless
Bad news you only have one life
and life is short
so enjoy it time haves no limit as long as you live
-mister mason-

the undiscovered

to people like me, bloggers, writers and so forth
the undiscovered,
like shy people in the streets,
but freaks in the sheets,
where are hidden talents are under covers,
we are the undiscovered
like America without Christopher Columbus,
but where no America,
America's got talent
but where on are own planet
and our words put you their to understand where we come from
like a diamond in the rock,
no even better,
where nature its self
the most beautiful thing ever known
our words cant be brought it haves no price,
theirs nothing wrong with being who we are,
undiscovered for now anyway
all though it may sound like a low placement
listen, it is not
where above the Columbus of are time' watching
from beyond the clouds, not even on their atlas......
.......where invisible,untouchable,unable,to be reached....
.................undiscoverable.......for now maybe someone wont be
blinded by are radiant glow that we have that blinds viewers and maybe they will have a clear understanding of us


-mister mason, The Undiscovered

doubt vs confidence

the only thing that could stand in my way in the
to the road of success is if my shadow of doubt seems to appear on the way and i shall let my confidence out-shine it
-mister mason-

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I'm no artsit but...
if you supply me with loves paint...
we can sleep on a bed made of canvise sheets,
and when you wake up
youll have a monument of our love...
-mister mason-

where i wanna be

If you think of me today....
and you dream of me tonight...
Ill be there...
in the moment you awake...
in your heart...
closer then by your side...
-mister mason-

...my plans...

I'm not aiming for your head to worry you with thoughts about me, I'm not setting myself to be a bother of your thoughts,
or to simple be be forgotten like memory
its not enough to think of someone my aim is different
I wanna aim for your heart and walk the bare surface of it and leave footprints that cant be erased and remain,
from their ill be the protector of your heart...
if you somehow leave me banished from your heart
consider it impossible
my footprints will always remain their.....
-mister mason-

Only me,Originality

My trailed footprints cant be followed,
my thoughts cant be borrowed..
you can never use my words for hunger
you'll choke on them if you attempt to swallow.......
.....my words,
plagiarism is a crime
and taking words from me is a sin
reality is originality and
acting is to pretend
I don't claim to be anybody are anything
I can only be me,
I call it originality.........
.....I'm placed in front of no one
and no one is beside me,
some may call it being alone but I just call it
originality

Mind over Heart

have it ever occurred to you that your heart
is the same size as your fist,
and that your brain is the size
of two fist,
so that would make the brain
about equivalent to two hearts
so which one do you listen to

some times you just have to know the difference
between what is real and what you feel

The Gamble

Rolling the dice of relationship
hoping to roll a perfect seven
putting friendship up for grasp hoping
to win relationship,love,and much more and while
keeping friendship, but what if we roll snake eyes,
we end up loosing are winnings,
loosing love,
loosing relationship,
and what we had from the start friendship,
and we leave ourselves with nothing but
the memory of what we where playing for
and what we where hoping to win
but we cant win them all
and the fact that we take chances is the biggest
part of life
we win some,we lose some, but we gamble everything

quote for your future that can bring you back to the past

I believe it was andre 3000 who said "spaceships don't come with rearview mirrors" which is true.. the quote is saying dont look back on the past but neither do trains,plains,boats and anything in that nature but" what goes up must come back down" and "what goes around comes back around".. kind of makes you think about things doesn't it. -mason-

Have i been away too long ?

Have i been away to long?
are share of interest no longer match,
are conversations become short and brief,
are moods have changed.
what are we becoming?
Have i been away too long?
we no longer desire to do the things that
we use to do'
your heart no longer desires me,
I'm loosing my way with you.
Have i been away to long?
as are charming shining friendship
seems to go to tarnish and rust.
and are thoughts and memories we once shared
fades and blows away like cremated dust
Have i been away to long?
have i lost it all
are have we had nothing to begin with
i thought we had a great valued friendship
best friends don't go so easily
but we break like cheap material
Have i been away to long?
and what am i returning to...
maybe i should have stayed away